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Moving out!!!

2011-07-28T21:41:00.000+07:00

This blog is gonna be my memories!!! Updates only at www.th3massiv3blogg3r.blogspot.com!!!

Another chance?

2010-09-10T18:39:00.000+07:00

I went for lunch with Yoke Kuan at Wong Kok today. Here's some pictures!

Enough of camwhore photos for now... Lets show the food!!!

More camwhore photos! Can you handle us? LOL

At night, he asked me out. We went to Delight cafe in the end because there was no other which we could sit in. All of them were closing... He then gave me something, asking me to put it on once I have forgiven him... Hoping I could give him another chance. Seriously, I have no idea whether to give him a chance or not. I will reconsider it well...

Survey

2010-08-16T12:04:00.000+07:00

1) What do you do everyday?
Watch TV, Try to go on FB, Work, Relax, The everyday normal stuff...

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Taiwan

3) What’s your favourite thing to do?
live a relaxing life with no work... just holidaying

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
If only it could

5) Do you believe in destiny?
No idea...

6) What are you afraid to lose the most?
my happiness

7) If you win $1 million, what will you do?
invest and get more

8) If you have only one wish, what will you wish for?
Happiness forever

9) If you could rewind time, would you?
Yes! There's so many things I could have undone.

10) What’s your ambition?
being a rich person. lol

11) What’s your favourite song at the moment?
a few clubbing songs.

12) If you can teleport once, where would you go?
Damai Laut

13) What do you think is the most important in your life?
happiness, friends, family and money

14) If you could undo one mistake in the past, what would it be?
everything. Coz i wasn't sure of what I needed at that time

15) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Playfulness and too eager to try new things without thinking of the consequences

16) What music have you been listening to recently?
clubbing music

17). What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could?
turn back the time

18) Sushi or Steamboat?
Sushi

19) If there is one thing you could have, what would it be?
Happiness

Just to share what love means to children.

2010-08-12T14:00:00.000+07:00

What Love means to a 4-8 year old..
Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?'

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined ..................................See what you think:

'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love..'

Rebecca- age 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.'

Billy - age 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.'

Karl - age 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'

Chrissy - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.'

Terri - age 4

'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.'

Danny - age 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more... My Mommy and Daddy are like that.
They look gross when they kiss'

Emily - age 8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents
and listen.'

Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'

Nikka - age 6

(we need a few million more Nikkas on this planet)

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'

Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.'

Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.

He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.'

Cindy - age 8

'My mommy loves me more than anybody You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.'

Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.'

Elaine-age 5

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford..'

Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.'

Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.'

Lauren - age 4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.' (what an image)

Karen - age 7

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.'

Mark - age 6

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.'

Jessica - age 8

And the final one

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

'Nothing, I just helped him cry'

When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need.

Words of advice taken from my HOTMAIL

2010-08-12T13:45:00.000+07:00

Don't let someone become a priority in your life,

when you are just an option in their life.

Relationships work best when they are balanced.

Never explain yourself to anyone.

Because the person who likes you doesn't need it,

and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

When you keep saying you are busy,

then you are never free.

When you keep saying you have no time,

then you will never have time.

When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow,

then your tomorrow will never come.

When we wake up in the morning,

we have two simple choices.

Go back to sleep and dream,

or wake up and chase those dreams.

The choice is yours.

We make them cry for care for us.

We cry for those who never care for us

And we care for those who will never cry for us.

This is the truth of life,

it's strange but true.

Once you realize this,

it's never too late to change.

Don't make promises when you are in joy.

Don't reply when you are sad.

Don't make decisions when you are angry.

Think twice, act wise.

Time is like a river,

You cannot touch the same water twice.

For the flow that has passed will never pass again.

Enjoy every moment of life.

"First I was dying to finish high school and start college. Then I was dying to finish college and start working. Then I was dying to marry and have children. And then I was dying for my children to grow old enough so I could go back to work. But then I was dying to retire. And now I'm dying. And suddenly I realized I forgot to live. Please don't let this happen to you.Appreciate your current situation and enjoy each day."

Last day of Penang!

2010-07-26T18:53:00.003+07:00

First for the day, Queensbay mall!!!

The main purpose of coming here? LUNCH!!! DRAGON-I!!!!! MUST HAVE!!!

What are the things I bought from Penang this trip???

On the way back, I was bored, therefore, the obvious... CAMWHORE!!!

Penang day 1

2010-07-25T18:48:00.000+07:00

Checked in at Penang's Gurney Hotel today! OH RIGHT! The place is not bad. The view? A little off though...

Before having my shopping spree, dinner's appetizer was at Gurney street.

The real dinner was after the shopping spree. Dinner was at The Ship! I have never heard or eaten there before!

The food was quite pricey but worth it! YUMMY!!! At least it is something very special, not like it was just some ordinary cafe or something...

Clubbing night out with Bestie!

2010-07-24T18:43:00.005+07:00

There's a dinner with Meema and family today. We took the freed as we picked them up from their house before picking Jin up from his tuition. His legs are extremely long! Look at the picture on how he puts his legs! LOL!

First dish! Which is also the only dish I took pictures of...

After dinner, it was clubbing session! Nelle came to pick me up for some relaxing session!!!

We joined Taikor and his friends...

Bumped into quite a lot of friends...

Went home pretty early as both of us were tired. That's about it!

WARNING CAMWHORE POST!

2010-07-23T18:39:00.000+07:00

This post is only to post my camwhore pics of the day! HAHAHAHAHA LAME

Honda Servicing

2010-07-20T18:24:00.000+07:00

Went to service the car this morning with Sin Yee. Nice of her to tag along to accompany me. I was expecting to see him today, therefore I brought along something, which I bought for him.

We took camwhore picz as the FB is not allowed to load in Honda. Stupid right?

Then, the time came when I could get my car. I called him up and asked where he was. He said he was around the area, which I later found out that he was also trying to avoid seeing me because he thought I didn't want to see him. I then gave him the present and said a few words before leaving. The look on his face is priceless. I would never forget it all my life.

We then went to eat lunch at Kopitiam and we bumped into KAR SHING!!!

Nothing more interesting for the day...

Day 3, Last Day, Ikea

2010-07-19T18:20:00.009+07:00

This morning, I drove myself to Ikea, with Ryan in another car to lead me of course. HAHA. I walked around IKEA before meeting up with Blook for lunch. We had lunch at Italiannies at The Curve. It's the first time I ate there. Never have I eaten before although I have heard a lot about it.

We ordered only 1 set but we couldn't even finish it! Lucky that the waitress informed us that it would be huge! Otherwise, I wouldn't want to think about it. HAHA!

Then, not long after, mom and I drove back to IPOH! Great time with friends this trip. It's been awhile.

Day 2, KL, FRIENDS!

2010-07-18T17:47:00.022+07:00

Went out to meet friends today. Friends whom I have not seen for years, months or maybe weeks?

First, I went to Mid Valley to shop, while waiting for Alex to arrive Starbucks to have a drink.

She's my mom's goddaughter. She's such a sweet girl. She brought another friend along, so we didn't really talk much...

Then, Aunty June dropped me off at Pyramid to meet up with Chris for dinner.

Yeah, my first time to eat at Wong Kok is not even at Ipoh but at KL with Chris.

Then, Chris went home because I bored him off by shopping all the time. Not long after, my next "victim" came along. Seong came alone, without at Kah Hing as planned. Kah Hing FFKed me by having other plans with his friends. Sad...

That was my 2nd dinner. WOW! We both then had nothing to do after the supper. My driver Galvean was late. He was stuck at Genting with his family and was rushing back to take me. We were supposed to go for a drink but it was already too late by then. Seong walked with me around to the arcade, and we spent some time playing some silly games there. He watched me play most of the time though. Haha. Thanks Seong. We only headed the arcade because we didn't have a chance to watch any movies. The movie time schedule were really out of our plans.

We walked to Starbucks after being so extremely exhausted by throwing balls into the hoops (basketball game) and I bought a drink to wait with Seong. It was really nice of him to wait with me til almost 1am although he had work the next day. We chatted like we never did before. Never did we have a chance to chat like this...

Galvean came, LIKE FINALLY. Haha. He was so nice to offer me the ride even though it only meant to take me home. Thanks Gal...

The night finally ended and I sure was tired... PHEW!

Day 1 of KL

2010-07-17T17:35:00.019+07:00

Went to KL this morning. Drove mama down because it's Aunty Penny's grandson's full moon birthday tomorrow. Went shopping the whole entire day! At night, I went for movie with Elaine Cheah at The Curve, Street Dance 3D. Then, we went to Kota Damansara for some clubbing session. Chanelle met up with us there!

After minutes of being in Movida, we left, both Chanelle and I. I knew she is not the clubbing sort of girl, so I accompanied her out of there to grab a bite next door, Fullhouse. No, it's not full house already but that's the name of the shop! It s a really cute shop! You should take a look!

Now, time for camwhore photos! First, Chanelle's photos!

Now, MY TURN!!!

Then, Elaine sent me back to her place, ALL ALONE! She left me alone at her house to sleep over! Scary! But lonely... So I camwhored AGAIN! HAHA

Clubbing at lush!

2010-07-15T17:27:00.016+07:00

Went out with Yoke Kuan today... camwhore pictures in her car... hehe...

Night came, outing with Kazu, out for drinks at station 1 since he is back... then Sin Yee, ladies night at Lush...

Kazu's spectacles I used... HAHA...

YEAH!!!! Drinks on the house all night long. Found out Kopi works there... oh well...

That's Michael from the DVD stall. HAHA... Bumped into him there only.

And Cheah U Kent there!!! Heard he's always out clubbing. Clubbing leg...

HAIR DYE!!!

2010-07-14T17:24:00.003+07:00

Asked Chanelle to come over to dye my hair today. Yoke Kuan was there being the "audience". LOL!

Here's 2 ugly pics of me... but no pictures of the after dye...

Believe me, the colour was not like it is on the box, but it looks better!!! I LOVE THE COLOUR!

MY POLAROID'S HERE!

2010-07-13T17:21:00.007+07:00

As you can see from the picture, I was at work. Yeah... The interesting thing about today??? I GOT MY POLAROID CAMERA!!!

and I tested it on my brother... What a waste... COZ HE NEVER SMILES!!!

Then night came and mom went out, so did I. I went for dancing again. So tiring. Instead of asking mom to fetch me, I asked Aeby, whom I have not met for a while. He sent me home, came in and sat for a while as I took my bath then went for a drink with him at Kopitiam after.

Finally he is suited up! I've never seen him suited up before!!!

Dinner at Tualang

2010-07-12T17:00:00.010+07:00

Taught a student today before headed off to Tualang for dinner with the family and sister's boyfriend's family.

In class, I tied my student's hair up. Somehow, her hair is always messy, ALL THE TIME! That's what her sister says at least.

Quite nice leh? Somehow it just stayed there although I just did it simply.

Dinner... Pictures of the baby!!!

Adorable Kingston... Wish to see him again soon... SO ADORABLEEEEE I JUST WANNA PINCH HIM AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!

Shopaholic day

2010-07-11T01:05:00.000+07:00

Went for facial today. Pain? Yeah. Torturing. But the fact that my face gets better will make me happier. Bought another product today. RM1xx.

Picked Chanelle up from her home to Ipoh Parade for some shopping and also some pedicure. Bought hair dye as I would like to see my hair change colour once again. I am going to ask Chanelle to dye it for me. What are besties for right? LOL.

We then went to F.O.S to buy some flip flops. I saw something that caught my eye. If you guys are not familiar with me, know this now. I love really pink cute stuff, things with heart shapes and things that look musical. So here's what I bought for RM30.

Hehe... Did pedicure before dropping Chanelle back home and me back home myself. There wasn't any plans for the night. There was a last minute one but to prevent from being nagged, I declined.

Taikor's birthday party at Club 9

2010-07-10T01:04:00.000+07:00

Full day of work today as usual. There was a picture that was worth taking. I like it a lot! Let me present to you, my student and her siblings!

Then evening came and I zoomed off to D1 Dance studio to do some hardcore exercise. I thought my legs were broken as I didn't really feel them anymore by the time it was over. I sat there for about half an hour before heading home.

The picture up here? It's on the ceiling of D'1 Dance studio. I drew it during the opening of studio. Yeah, that's how long I was a member of D'1!

As I stepped into the house, my brother, Joey and Steve just got home and told me they were leaving to Club 9 in less than half an hour. I zoomed into my room, showered, blow dried my hair and got done in half an hour. Fast huh? Then it was time to club!!!

Before clubbing, I pulled Joey to Kopitiam, ~~hoping to bump into HIM but no luck.~~ for a warm water and also a slice of plain bread and half boiled eggs. I only had a cup of yogurt the whole day... Didn't want to get a gastric again.

THEN THE NIGHT BEGUN!

Yeah, that's about it for the night. I danced the whole night and believe me, I couldn't feel my legs anymore as I got home. I spotted many cute guys tonight. 3 of them were either looking AT me or PASS me. People say if you want the keep the guy interested, look right at him for a few seconds, smile and look away. I didn't do so. No guts maybe? I don't want to be the "perasan" case. Anyway, I ain't pretty or thin, so why would they be looking at my way??? Right?

What's Love?

2010-07-09T19:45:00.002+07:00

What is love? In the bible, we learn that

Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.

Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

L o v e N e v e r F a i l s.

Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8

It's not that I don't agree with the Bible, but what has happened to me, I guess it isn't so at all. Maybe the Love the Bible meant is not meant for the Love we once had.

Some people say Love is BLIND... However, friends of mine also gave their say in what love is...

Love is like a cigarette, when it's start u can't stop.

Love is like a cigarette that starts with flashes and ends with ashes.

Love is sacrifice.

Love is tolerating and understanding.

Love is trustworthy, faithfulness and loyalty.

Love should be like diamond,shine and eternity

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

to be continued...

CAMWHORE day

2010-07-09T00:37:00.010+07:00

Warning, this is a post where you will see loads of camwhored photos. You can leave now while you still can.

Woke up in the morning and started it off by camwhoring. What a day...

If you think the above was bad, wait til you get to see the night's version.

Went out with Yuki at night to drinks at Kopitiam. Sin Yee cam out too. We chatted and laughed asses off, camwhoring with each other's specs also.

Yeah, we are lame alright, but at least we had fun... Fun not everyone would have...

Ladies night at LUSH

2010-07-08T00:29:00.014+07:00

For today, I called Sin Yee out. First, we had a Kopitiam yumcha session, then we walked to LUSH as it is ladies night. I just needed to loosen up a little after all that's happening...

I know I am not really dressed like I am going for clubbing, but I just didn't feel like being sexy for the moment.

As we entered LUSH, there were a lot of people in there, having limited seats and tables only. Luckily we bumped into Chris Cheah and he was with his friends. One of his friend's was having a birthday party.

Left home around 12.30am. Wasn't really in a very good mood to club as it was also too crowded to even move in there. Not forgetting there was an uncle who was passing through ALL THE TIME and giving signals. I felt disgusted... HAHAHAHAA...

It's about to end soon

2010-07-07T15:06:00.000+07:00

He SMS'ed me last night and I finally replied. I could only say, it has to end sooner or later, this quietness. Based from someone's opinion, he doesn't give a damn, and another said it sounded like he wanted me back but just don't know what to do since he is such a egoistic, OI MIN man. Well, I shall let you be the judge of that. The conversation below, obviously the English educated is me... Sorry for the short forms and broken grammar though because of the SMS language on the phone...

几时有方便出来讲几句吗

wat u wan

都等了好几天你才回复:S 我没特别意思亦不想搞到这样子可能我知道你意思了但是无论如何都想讲个清楚明白咯你明吗

I gave you a chance but you didn't cherish it. wat u expect me to do? wat u wan me to say? wat u wan from me? or should i ask you wat do you want? I know in your heart there is no longer me. I m disppointed of what you did ~~fucking~~ much. I gave u a chance 2 tell me but u just said stupid things. You still wanna protect her. What can I say?

我没要求你做些什么你已经跟我家人交待了东西都拿完了我亦知道你在网上通知全世界了我相信你这个做法亦都不能改变什么了只想我们讲清楚咯

I gave you so many chances. But u didn't even think of doing anything. Shows how much ur face is more than me. Up to today I m still giving u chance, but u dun seem interested anymore. I really have nothing to say anymore. U have your freedom now.

我不是没想过可是你已经做到这样了我还可以怎你要跟谁讲我都不要理了但是你根本没接我电话亦没回复我的信息那我点样做呢

If you still had the heart, u will go against everything and try n get back what you lost. But u did not do anything and just gave up. Cant contact me is just an excuse. Your heart already know what you want. I also know.

你故意不接我电话又没有回复我可以点！难道你要我去你家外面站着等你才爽吗加上一开始你的做法就好像没弯转了我都不知点样讲了

If you had to, you would. That's how I knew how not important I am. It's always your face that is important. You could wait til I get home, you could go to my shop, so many things you could have done but u didn't.

你做到这样子难道我去你的店找你转头就可以当没事发生吗又不是小孩子了无论如何都出来讲清楚咯

Excuses.

你一早就做完决定了而且都很完整我都不知你想我点

Then think yourself. Your God gave you a brain

应该讲当所有亲戚朋友都问我发生什么事之后我的脑真的没有了我真的不知可以跟你讲什么了我看你还是不明白我说什么

1 word. Face.

又不是小孩子这么大个人了当然要脸啦我真的不明你的做法点解我们的模式这么大分别呢你觉得应该给全世界知道吗大型补祸方式我真的不会做

U have decided not to do anything. U got your answer.

这不是完全的答案信息真的很难跟你讲几个信息怎样讲呢希望你安排一下出来给个机会谈一下顺便有几件事拜托你跟你商量

got anything just say here. I don't wanna go through yelling with you anymore. I am fed up of being scared of u! This thing happeneds, I can't sleep well. But u? I don't think it affects you at all. I really must congratulate you. I don't know why I m suffering while you enjoy your life.

我不是要跟你咬些什么只想讲好好的如果最后你真的接受不到那你要怎样就跟我说咯

U never listen and we will end up yelling. I don't wanna have another chance to tell at each other anymore.

我只想讲好好的

What you wanna talk about?

出来讲啦

I will help you in your company warning letter. I will not HOI you. Don't worry. What else you wanna say? What about?

我想讲是关于我们的事其他的几件事到时再商量

What you wanna talk? I don't think there's anything else loh.

你一直这么讲我还可以说什么

Coz you say this that also same things. What you want say then say lo. I give you chance ma. Not I din give.

我说信息很难讲出来才谈

Where When

你安排一下咯

I don't know when. These days very busy. See how.

That's the end of our conversation. It was longer than I thought. I planned to only send him a few, but ended up to flood my phone. The conversation started from 11.27pm til 12.51am. yeah. Really long conversation...

Woke up this morning feeling really tired. Still had to wake up from another nightmare. I dreamt he begged me to go home to him. Right...

Headed to gym after teaching my student. After working out only for 20 minutes, I weighed myself and found out I am 2.5kgs lighter. AMEN! I will keep it up!!!

Bestie accompanied me for lunch. showed her all the SMS also. I am glad to have her through these years, especially when I need her the most. Without her, I would have no idea who to turn to!

The Legend is born

2010-07-07T00:09:00.006+07:00

Its movie night with the gang today. Since the movie tickets I bought earlier could not be used with him and his friends anymore, I asked the gang to go with me. Yes, they did. They are nice chaps. We watched The Legend Is Born, Ip Man.

I wore the new top I bought... and we went home right after the movie though...

another day goes by

2010-07-06T23:52:00.000+07:00

Yet, it's another day gone passed. He didn't call me at all for the moment. Let me tell you this, I think he has left everything behind. Even easier than I am doing. He is acting like nothing has happened. I guess he even thinks that we have never met before. I am starting to let go with my heart. Now all I have to do is get myself back my old figure, and feel good about myself. As soon as I feel good about myself, my confidence will be back and I will start to love myself better. As the old saying, You will learn to love others when you learn how to love yourself. Right? ~~I nearly ate Twisties last night as I was feeling a little hungry... HEHE... BUT I GOT OVER IT!~~

Friday night, I only slept for 4 hours. Then Saturday with 12 hours. Sunday, it was back to 4 hours and last night to 11 hours. Damn! Insomnia is killing me! I keep thinking about him once in a while. What the hell! But it's not good thoughts... It's about what I assume he is thinking, assume what he will be doing in the future... I wake up sometimes feeling sorry for him and sometimes laughing at it.

One thing I do every morning in the toilet nowadays. I keep telling myself as I look in the mirror, that I will live better in chinese. 我会好好好过。 I know the lyrics to the song I know is not suitable to my condition, but I think those few words I typed up there means a lot. I WILL LIVE TO THE FULLEST!

Life must go on. Love doesn't stop at one.

The most interesting thing that happened today was the workout. I headed to D1 Dance studio at 7pm, had Street Jazz classes from Yumiko before having an extreme workout with SZ as he led us into Hip Hop Aerobics. YES! AEROBICS! Something I have always thought "never will I go there". But yeah. It was extreme! Half an hour non-stop of jumping around with arms and all. It's been a long time since my shirt had sweat all over from my body. I know it's a little disgusting the way I describes it as... But yeah...

Came home hoping to have a great sleep... but???

Stay tuned to next post...

Taken from my friend's blog post

2010-07-06T16:18:00.000+07:00

This down here is taken from a friend's blog post. I think it resembles a little of what I want to say. Therefore I did changes to her post and made it mine. Sorry yah Ling... HEHE... Coz u really read my mind in your post...

i can't breathe. i can't think. i can't sleep. I can't eat. i can't do anything.
All that is in my mind is just you.
All that i can think is. why.
I wish i could turn back time. But as Everyone always said.
No point crying over spilt milk.

I feel that you don't love me as much as you use to anymore.
It's not that you don't. It's just different.
You may ask is there problem? What's happening in my mind?
There just is. Maybe we need time.
But it's just hard because i won't be able to see you again and spend quality time with you.

You might be thrilled and happily sitting there looking at me cry my eye balls out, but sorry to disappoint you, I have not shed a tear for you.
You might wanna cut me out of your life and be all so sarcastic i have no choice.
Saying sorry to be won't be able to change anything anymore because I just feel so disappointed in you that I just feel fed up about it.
I wish i could cry all night. Even though i know it wouldn't make any difference but tears just won't roll out.
but it hurts. it really hurts.

What I want

2010-07-05T12:41:00.001+07:00

It's been days. Whenever a car passes by the house or shop, I keep looking out. My heart is missing something really large. It feels like I am finally loose but yet HEAVY. On Friday night, I slept for 4 hours. Saturday night, it was 12 hours. back to last night? 4 hours again. Insomnia. Keep thinking about him on the bed. Rather wake up and find people to chat with... Food? I hope I am not suffering from anorexia coz I seriously feel full at every meal after consuming only half a portion of what I used to consume. I ain't doing it purposely! Believe me on that! I just don't feel like eating anymore and I feel full really quick. Not only that. Once I feel full, I just have the urge of vomitting the food out. No, once again I am not doing it on purpose! Some call it anorexia while some call it depression. Why would I be feeling this way when it isn't any of my fault? Darn! I wonder how he could sleep at ease at night...

I keep looking out the window, hoping he would pop out of nowhere, begging me to forgive him for all his wrong, making himself look like a fool... But who am I kidding? I know him too well. He'll never change and will never do as I imagined him to. He called me ONCE at 10.13am today. As planned, I ain't gonna answer his calls. Seriously, for once I would like to see him put down his manly ego and face, as people call it "Tai Lam Yan" and "Min Ji" to beg me for forgiveness. After so, I won't forgive him blindly though... Here's my plan if we stay together...

1) talk terms and conditions with him... No limitations to me anymore.

2) he can no longer hide this and that. What's his is mine. I get to see his phone whenever I want.

3) I get to go out whenever and with whoever I want. If he could, why can't I?

4) When I don't want to let him know anything, I won't let him know. To let him know how I felt all these while.

5) I get to date others while he tries to win my heart back again. The right to choose.

6) He will get a 1 year probation. Meaning, I will not treat him as a BF anymore for that 1 year period. He will have to try to win back my heart BUT he can't go out with anyone.

I know what I want is selfish, but seriously, for a guy who has done something like this twice, I don't think I should make it easy for him. Right? If the relationship really means a lot to him, he would go way beyond against all odds right? This could finally test if I really mean so much to him.

On the positive note, I have got a few messages already concerning about my relationship status and believe me, it ain't ordinary... I am finally feeling better about myself. Not everybody is like him who is concerned with only my body figure. I guess there really is people out there who looks for the inner beauty... Finally having a market? I wouldn't say that so bravely... YET... HAHAHAHAHAA

Diary of a broken hearted?

2010-07-04T17:48:00.003+07:00

Seriously right now, I am confused. Really confused. Something inside of me don't really wanna keep him with me, but I kinda feel pity for leaving him for all these years. 4 years together and this is what we get. Should I finally say, There is really no love at first sight? I guess so. Instead, pitying the years spent together, I don't really miss the times we had. I missed the times I spent with his family. They were really nice to me all these while.

His mom has called me yesterday and today. Seriously, she is the one hoping we would continue further whereas her son, no longer looks forward to it. Why would I say such words? That's because he isn't doing nothing to save this relationship. Since the 2nd, we've been in this condition. I haven't been SMS'ing him, Receiving his calls and replying his messages at all. I would like to see him work for it for once. He isn't. Not being able to contact me isn't a good excuse. There is just so many ways to figure out how to persuade me, how to find me, but he isn't doing any of it! Why? Let's just say he doesn't bother to care anymore.

I went to lunch with my bestie today. We had lunch at Foh San. I was talking to him mom on speaker mode with Bestie sitting next to me in the car. All his mom could say was to give him a chance and the reasons and excuses she made was only so I could forgive him. I told her, I won't do nothing and say nothing to him until he does something. Well...

After lunch, I dropped my bestie to Ipoh Parade so I could zoom off to his place. I didn't want to notify anyone until I got there in case you know, they inform him I was there. I knew he was working til 6pm today so I went there happily knowing he isn't there! Arrived there and called his sister-in-law to open the gate so I could go in to take my expensive belongings. Believe me, it was almost a whole bag full. I didn't take down my picture with him, the stuff I gave him and my toothbrush. I wanted some obvious stuff to be there to remind him of how guilty he is. After taking my expensive stuff from his drawer, believe me, the drawer was more than 50% empty. I then proceeded to take the pillow he gave me on the 1st year of dating away from his bed. I sat on the floor and chatted with his mother awhile, before heading out the door again. Will it be my last time being there? I wouldn't dare promise you anything. However, this I can say is, we'll see what time will bring...

Zoomed off the meet Chanelle again at Parade and I bought loads of clothes. Shopping really is a girl's best friend, adding on that my bestie is here for me to go through it! The day could not go any better. I spent almost RM200 buying clothes I look good in and hopefully I would grab someone's attention? Haha...

Clothes above are from Voir and below from Khakis.

From now on, I should say I don't rush into any relationships anymore. It's just stupid. I shall just date people and not think about much. Perhaps dating for a year or two, then have an official partner? I don't know. Dare not conclude anything here...

For those who would know what he has said or sent to me on SMS for these few singlehood days of mine, enjoy reading. I'm sorry but it's in Chinese coz he sent it to me in chinese. Would mean something else if I translated it wouldn't it?

friday 11.06pm
想怎样？

saturday 9.19am
到底想点样？有事就跟我讲咯！到处跟别人讲，还给信息我爸爸，每个人都问我什么事！玩什么噢？

saturday 9.41am
你寄信息给我全家人像点样喔？！就算有事都不需要这样做吧

Saturday 7.23pm
你有什么决定到底想怎样做至少也讲一声给我知道好吗现在失去联络了算怎样喔

today 12.21am
可以讲清楚吗

today 6.35pm
没声没气来我家拿完全部东西算什么意思就算不要在一起都讲清楚咯东西可以拿给你

today 6.54pm
搞到我爸爸血压高昨天去看医生晚上睡不着真是不知你想点有不讲又不回复我

Went out dinner with dad and mom at town. Came home feeling miserable. Saw many things and heard many things that reminded me of him. Yes, I know I said I am over him already, but 4 years of relationship now, please don't expect me to be over him 100% yet... Forgive me please.

It's over!

2010-07-03T09:02:00.001+07:00

I broke off with my boyfriend last night, not officially yet, but I have cut off all connections that linked to him. I have not found the time to take his pictures out, but I will do it later. I keep telling myself that I am strong, yes I am! I will not cry for a sucker like him. Thinking of him even disgusts me. Why? The thought of him staying with another girl for nights behind my back makes me sick. Seriously, SICK! It ain't the first time this had happened. I ain't gonna live in no sorrow anymore, I ain't gonna live in no fear. I want to be loved and want to be respected the way I should be. It's just not worth it. I just regret wasting my precious 4 years being with an idiot like him...

Students' piano exam and the start of singlehood

2010-07-02T21:48:00.000+07:00

It's my student's exam today. I woke up early and wore formal. It's been a while since I've worn formal!

After teaching one student, I zoomed home and waited for Yuki to come pick me up to Tower Regency Hotel. There's no parking around that area, therefore she had to be my driver.

As I arrived there, a few students were already there. Pictures.

Kah Yan and Saw Phei

Sharveedha

Prajeen

Hannah

Su Yenn.

Kelly.

Then, I entertained the "merajuk" Su Minn, Su Yenn's little sister who was getting bored of waiting.

The biodata of the examiner?

Yuki came to pick me up later on after all my students were gone. We headed to Jusco for some lunch, also to collect my movie tickets. Lunch was at Takaheshi Cafe.

Saw Hing and Ah Boy opposite the cafe. What a coincidence. Went home not long after.

Finally heard something I suspected for so long and realized that it came true. I didn't need proof this time. It would just hurt me too much. My boyfriend is seeing another person. Yeah. Well... Have to accept the fact.

Through it all I am glad my bestie came along. We were supposed to go jogging, but in the end, she accompanied me through the night, til she had to go home. First, we had dinner at Wong Kok.

Yeah, she was trying to hard to make me laugh. She did, with the pencil... HAHA

Didnt have much appetite to eat. Of course, who could eat under such circumstances?

She dropped me off at East later on, to meet with the D'1 gang. Some of them accompanied me out for some clubbing to shake the sadness away.

Brother, Joey, Cee Mun and her gang joined me later on. Such great friends I have... Brother knows the DJ well and he gave us both the single T-shirt which was given out previously in one of the functions. Single T on the 1st day of singlehood... such meaning...

Got home and only slept for 4 hours this night... Horrible day

Tracy's birthday

2010-06-30T21:35:00.000+07:00

It's Tracy's birthday. B picked me up to meet up with her, Johnny and Ken. There were some arguments on his BAD planning and INSUFFICIENT information to me before that.

We headed to Berlin's Bierhouz, ~~I think that was the spelling for it...~~ ordered tons of Expensive food. Here's pictures!

We later on headed somewhere else, which I forgot the name.

Oh it's Folie Folie. Yeah, such a forgettable name... The night ended sort of early and headed home. Nothing much happened LOH!

Ah Hong's ROM

2010-06-28T23:40:00.000+07:00

I just learnt new words today. ROM means Registration of Marriage. I have always only knew Marriage and Engagement. Never came across ROM before.

Woke up early in the morning today to attend Hong's ROM with B.

At the ceremony, the person talked so much! You have no idea to how hungry and sleepy I was... To keep myself awake, I took pictures of friends and I camwhored again...

We then went to lunch after everything was settled. Lunch was at New Han City. The food was good since we were all DAMN hungry.

Went back home with B as he explained the new Honda Freed stuff to me, the instructions, the gadgets and all. Then, the 2nd hand dealer came to evaluate the price of my old volvo which I want to sell. He just shook his head all the time giving really negative points. I think it won't be worth much of money though.

Fell asleep on the couch after they both left. Was so tired! Didn't really sleep much last night.

Had to wake up shortly again as my students were here for class. Then night came. Went to Tj Tualang to eat big prawns again with Chanelle, dad and his two friends from Sabah. No pictures because Chanelle said she is not in make up so NO PICTURES ALLOWED woh... I drove all the way there and back. Such a tiring journey. Chanelle was tired from all that sitting also and decided to stay a night over. She slept earlier while I onlined with DMK. He is really funny and friendly. Didn't realize we chatted til 2am!

ECX Workshop

2010-06-27T23:41:00.002+07:00

Woke up earlier than I expected today because I wanted to see if the family has moved into my new car and drove to KL. Mom was still at home waiting for them to finish their breakfast before they hit the road.

After teaching a student, I drove to Skin Station to check if my products are suitable to use. Chatted there for a while and sat there for a little too long. Was late for ECX's workshop. Zoomed to D1 dance studio to join the workshop. The rain poured right after I stepped foot into D1.

The workout was a blast, working me out alright. Been a long time since I've danced. Seriously, I know I have not improved throughout all these years of not dancing anymore, but I will try to improve my skills once again. After all, I still have that passion for dancing in me... Pictures!!

And here's a sleepy picture...

Took forever to upload videos. Please forgive me as I am only using Maxis broadband currently and you know it takes forever to load stuff onto Youtube...

Welcome to My crib!

2010-06-25T22:49:00.002+07:00

I know I haven't been posting pictures of my house as I promised so I shall do it now since my furniture has just moved into my house. So here's my house!!!

First, my sister's room and bathroom.

Then my brother's room and toilet!

Parent's room and bathroom...

Here below is my hall

My work area...

General toilet

Our kitchen!!!

The outer porch

I definitely did leave the best for last! My room and toilet!!!

Love what you are seeing? It's never too late to redesign your house! Contact me for my Interior Designer's contact number!

Yuki's b'day and Hoe's return

2010-06-24T22:48:00.000+07:00

Today's Yuki's birthday. Instead of buying her unnecessary stuff as a present, I brought her for lunch at Indulgence. It's been a while since I've been there anyway.

And yeah, we did order too much food to eat. We took home some pizza in the end...

Drove out the new car at night. Went to pick Chanelle up before meeting up with Hoe and Kin at Dai Cheong Gam in Ipoh Garden East.

Second round was at Kopitiam. We were actually watching a few videos on Chanelle's iPhone.

Both Hoe and I aren't as interested after a video or two, so we decided to camwhore instead.

Headed home around 12am. It's been a great time going out with them again...

I FINALLY GOT MY CAR!!!

2010-06-23T22:47:00.000+07:00

MY CAR IS HERE!!!

Now I have two rides! Yeah! One daily use and one nightly use!!! Both are my favourite rides!

At night, Joanna picked me up for dinner and the movie Toy Story with her cell group members. Here are a few pictures. They were celebrating one of the member's birthday.

I ate a french toast which I regretted. Why? Because it smelled like toilet and look at the amount of butter spread out!

Horrible food! The best part was the Toy story movie!!! I loved it! I nearly cried at the end. I didn't though...

Joanna took me home right after the movie. Everyone was tired I guess, since there's work tomorrow for everyone.

Picture of the day

2010-06-21T00:34:00.002+07:00

I went through a few photos today and realized some really nice pictures I took before. I never really realized how pretty they looked until now. From today, I will try to upload a photo a day, as picture for the day. It could be backdated pictures or even the current day picture. So here goes.

Picture of the day...

Somehow, this picture of my B makes me think about the blue skies that we have. This picture gave me a very natural feeling. By the way, this picture was not a posed shot. It was just a random shot in Genting. I somehow fell in love with this picture. No words can describe that feeling... All I can say is, I fell in love with him and the camera once again.

Father's day dinner, WORKLOAD

2010-06-20T22:46:00.000+07:00

Lunch was with Yi Poh's family and my family at Mun Cheong. Pictures here!!!

Oh right, B joined us as well...

After lunch, B dropped me off at office to do some work. Yuki came by also to online and do her assignment, at the same time accompany me do my workload. I have been keying in customer details for the past few days... I have so much to go! Why? Just take a look at the WORK LOAD!

And pictures of Yuki... HAHAHAHA

Yeah, she loves the camera...

Tanjung Tualang Fathers day

2010-06-18T22:45:00.000+07:00

We had dinner at Tanjung Tualang again today. It's the early father's day celebration dinner. B picked me up after my work and went straight to the location. All his relatives were there by the time we arrived. Pictures!!!

That's Ah Yean, his wife and B's cousin sister

B's cousin brother, Hing, Wan and Shy Ling.

Leong and his girlfriend.

The rest of the relatives.

The kids... Very adorable!!!

Just snapping a candid picture of Ling.

After dinner, we went back home for some chatting. Played with the kids a little, then headed home myself.

Yakult, YAKULTTTTTTT

2010-06-16T00:06:00.001+07:00

Woke up today with Yakult promoters outside my gate, waiting for me to grab a free drink from them. Well, free stuff? Why not? They were promoting about them being able to accept house calls in my area from now on.

The one and only bottle of Yakult they gave me...

Oh, did I mention to you before? My black dog, Fangy, LOVES SUNBATHING! Yeah... What she lacks is a bikini. Shall I buy her a bikini? LOL! Adorable dog this is...

Now I am only left with two dogs. Coffee, oh Coffee... Where have you gone???

After work, I took mom to lunch at Old Town's famous curry noodle place.

The noodle for today is really spicy. Both mom and I had our mouth "burnt". I have no idea to how to describe the burning feeling in our mouths.

Then, I took mom to pay off the overdue amount of water bill before heading back to the shop to teach.

In the evening at 7pm, B picked me up with his parents in the car. We went to watch Karate Kid. Poor B had to eat sausage buns that I bought from the shop downstairs Jusco for dinner.

The movie, to me wasn't all that great but it was good. Just good. The Chinese boy in the movie, the bully? I can only say 2 words for him, 样衰. He has the potential to be on the evil side of all movies. Seriously!

The enjoyment of my house?

2010-06-14T00:07:00.001+07:00

My students seems to love my house very much. Example???

A) Laying down comfortably on the pillows spread out on the floor watching Pucca.

B) Making herself at home even more comfy that Tom in the TV.

C) Rolling around on the floor?

D) Being in an ugly position during advertisement? LOL

E) Holding onto my remote to change the channels...

No, this is not part of the class I provide. LOL! I give students TV time after their class if their parents have not arrived yet.

A day out with Chris

2010-06-13T20:44:00.000+07:00

Mom left to Camerons with Aunty Tai Mooi in the morning. Followed by sister, Ryan and their friends. I drove mom's car out to Chris's house to pick him up. But first, I had a tour around his house. It is worth the money! His house is as big as a semi-D house as it is a corner house. He only bought it for about 1xx k! Cheap!

We then left the place to Ipoh Parade for meals and shopping. We had lunch at the Thai Fair. Had a stroll for shopping. I bought loads of stuff while Chris only bought stuff he needed. He was the one who was supposed to buy stuff but instead it looked like I was the one on a shopping spree.

As we left, I saw a really WHITE Celica. If you haven't known, that was my dream car since I was a child. Why? Because I somehow think the shape is perfect. Of course, not looking on the internal and all. Besides Celica, I love Fair Lady too!

Got Chris back home, and went in to sit for awhile. While he was busy playing games on his computer, I was bored stiff until I blinged up his phone. I tried to make it simple and nice, not all girly and stuffy.

When I had phone calls in his house, he kept hitting me with his "son" the Doraemon, a gift from his girlfriend. Therefore, I made him and his "son" pose for a camera with my bling bling production.

Before I left, I proceeded to the balcony upstairs to take a picture of his garden which contained a heart shaped picture. I kinda like it. It's very cute...

B picked me up for dinner at Burger King for the first time! The food? To me was nothing special though.

What's interesting for today, my old friend who had a very big argument with me last year which ended our friendship called me. For more details of what had happened, view HERE. He called me apologizing and also asking me for company as he was in a very down situation. I did stay with him throughout. I have actually been waiting for this call for almost a year now. At least I know, this old good friend of mine will not vanish for the rest of my life.

Day out with sister and her friends

2010-06-12T20:43:00.000+07:00

IT'S PMS DAY TODAY!!!

Sister and her friends came down from KL. They are a Korean and Japanese couple. Yes, the Husband is a Korean whereas the wife a Japanese. This is something you do not see everyday.

Ryan and I were in charge of bringing them around while mom and sister went to the hairdresser. We brought them to the caves to sightsee.

Then, we headed to dinner at Lou Wong nga choi gai. After dinner, we bought some snacks. This stall down here is actually rock sugar sweets. I think they call it that. It is delicious!!! I can't believe it is my first time eating it! Have you seen a stall like this before?

Then, we bought adorable food which tastes like moon cake. They are made in shapes of animals!

We drove to MP right after as everyone was keen to watch the football match. After all, we were with a Korean! We bumped into Reuben there.

As if we hadn't have enough to drink, we headed to another location for more drinks after the match. Xuit Fah Beh. Frozen beer, they call it. I have never had it before... Take a look at candid photos and such... lol.

On the way home, we saw super bikers. Couldn't really take clear shots as I was driving in the car and they were driving past in the dark... This is all I've got.

Starwalk Ipoh

2010-06-06T20:41:00.000+07:00

What's the first thing you saw this morning as you got out the house? Take a look at what I saw!

That's right. A big crowd of people ~~surrounding~~ walking around my house area. I guess you could just figure out that it's Starwalk right?

I drove to Stadium Indera Mulia to go see my D1 dancers perform.

There are also videos that I recorded but not posted here...

Had lunch with the D1 gang at the coffee shop behind Scotch. Chatted a while after our meal. The meal was "sponsored" by Choong. Here's my camwhore pictures! Been a long while since I camwhored...

Shrek with students, Dance with D1

2010-06-05T20:40:00.000+07:00

Woke up early in the morning at 9am, got dressed and put some makeup before driving to Jusco. Why would I go there so early? All because of Agong's birthday. Public holiday = no parking and traffic.

I arrived there about 10.30am, and there were still a lot of car parks left for me! Why do I have to go to Jusco today?

An outing was held for some of the older students today. Since many of the students didn't seem to get to watch Shrek Forever After, I decided to bring some of them for a treat.

There was a free Marigold Yogurt drink campaign on in Jusco. Here's an article...

Friday June 11, 2010
Yogurt drink in exchange for empty bottles

SHOPPERS at selected locations around the country were given a treat by Marigold on June 5 and 6.
In a recycling programme held in conjunction with World Environment Day, those who brought their used yogurt drink plastic bottles were each instantly rewarded with a free one-litre Marigold 0% fat yogurt drink.
The public awareness event was held with good response in 18 selected hypermarkets and department stores across Peninsular Malaysia.
Worthwhile exchange: Consumers at the Marigold recycling booth on World Environment Day.
Marigold deputy general manager Michael Ong said the health beverage carton was an eco-friendly product made from paperboard.
“The paper material is procured from certified sustainable forests where a new tree is replanted whenever a full-grown tree is cut down for making paperboard,” he added.

I lined up with two of my students to exchange 6 bottles of free Marigold Yogurt drink! YUM!

The rest of them met up at McDonalds at 11.30am. We all had a small snack of nuggets and fries before we headed into the cinema at 12.10pm. Everyone was excited.

After the movie, everyone left the cinema with a smile on their faces. I brought them to Pizza Hut for lunch. Teoh Hui Meng had to meet up with her friends, therefore she didn't join us for lunch. There were many people in there, so we had to queue up. The students were all hungry and patient in waiting.

It didn't take long until we got seated. I ordered two regular pan pizzas, soup for everyone, some frizz cut fries and some deli wings. We nearly couldn't finish up the food! Here is a picture of all of them.

After lunch, I sent them off one by one as their parents came to pick them up. I guess they had a great time today. We should do it once a year. This is still under planning. Taking care of them wasn't a big problem today. They have all behaved themselves.

At night, I went to my student's open house in Seri Botani. Ate dinner there and left right after. ~~No, I wasn't being rude and so kiasu and just go there to eat.~~ Had another function to go to, which was D1's learning of the night(street dance) 学之夜. Pictures below!!!

In that event, I actually bumped into Jimmy and Joey Lim. Got their number and went for a drink with Kit Kat. We crapped all night... Went home almost at 1am.

Steamboat at Good Times Menglembu

2010-06-03T20:39:00.000+07:00

After work today, B took me to dinner at Good Times Steamboat with his friends at Menglembu. I haven't been there before since it was newly opened few months ago. The place there is interesting. Very cooling and the car park there is much more than the one in Green town. The only problem is the location which is actually a little far.

Dinner was with Ken, Tracy, William and his wife. We had quite a good time eating and crapping. We ate so much. Then, there was also a lot of dessert! YUM! Had a great time bloating up my tummy...

Dim Sum with Yuki

2010-06-02T20:38:00.000+07:00

Last night, I suddenly had the craving for dimsum, therefore I called Yuki to accompany for a meal.

The place was extremely cold, so that explains the cold look in Yuki's face! I mean just take a look at the air cons!

Yummy lunch we had there...

McD and Laksa day!

2010-05-31T20:38:00.000+07:00

I drove to McD at 10.50am, speeding off to get my free McD Sausage McMuffin. It's the last day after all. I arrived there a few minutes late, but luckily the waitress there was nice enough to let me have my free meal. I added a few dollars and got a coffee also.

I then drove to Air Cool to get my car windows tinted darker in colour. Saw Kau Fu and he nagged about my choice of purchase on Honda because he sells Mazda. Yuki came and saved me from the naggings, and headed to Tai Shu Kiok for lunch. Pictures!

Later, we headed back to get my car and went separate ways.

A day out at Ipoh Parade

2010-05-30T20:35:00.000+07:00

Yoke Kuan went out with me today. We headed to Ipoh Parade. We had a nice parking as we arrived. First was lunchtime! We had lunch at Kopitiam.

Then, it was time to go take a look and support my friends at the shining teens competition. Take a look of the pictures!

After, we shopped around and I got myself a musical belt from Converse and didn't pay for it. NO! I DID NOT STEAL IT! B's friend owns the place and B said he would pay her the next time he sees her.

After all that shopping, we headed to Kopitiam in East. Whole day of Kopitiam isn't it?

At Kopitiam, they were short of staff. Yuki and I had to clean up the mess of the previous customer ourselves. After cleaning up, we realized the place we were sitting was very hot, so we moved to another table where we had to clean up again...

Here's a picture of me being silly as the bow doesn't suit me. It's Yuki's and she bought it as we walked together at Pasar Malam on Tuesday.

Yuki on the other hand camwhored with my specs which I bought at Ipoh Parade.

Sin Yee joined us a little while later. We all were buzy onlining with our lappies... Poor Yuki.

Shortly, her Bf came and saved her from boredom. Here are pictures of the lovey dovey yet funny couple.

Then, we all headed home to our own ways.

Jetson's wedding night

2010-05-29T20:34:00.000+07:00

It's Jetson's wedding day. I rushed home after work and had to zoom off with brother and Joey to Chemor for his wedding dinner at his house.

This one down here is Jetson.

His house is an antique house. Why would I say that? Not because of the old looking building but the number of furniture there is in the house!

Then, the night came very quick. We all headed towards East to a pub which offers live bands, Sugar was the name.

However, we did not just enter the place like every ordinary person would. Take a look at this guy down here...

As we arrived, we had to help his wife and sister in law to handle him. He was drunk while driving to East. He totally passed out after vomitting on the street. His wifey and sister in law didn't get to club in the end. We sat down to have a drink instead at Olivenz Cafe. Look at their very down expression below!

Their family came to take them back in the end. The rest of us headed to Sugar to finally have a great night. I am starting to feel the fun of Live bands. I have always thought it was boring. This night, it was not bad though...

My adorable student

2010-05-28T20:32:00.000+07:00

Let me present to you, my cute 4 years old student...

He just loves to sing

a day of SEAfood

2010-05-27T20:31:00.002+07:00

Andrew came to Ipoh again today. We took them for lunch at Chemor. Yes, it is far, but worth it. I have never eaten the food there before, but this was a really satisfying trip!

If you think our lunch was delicious, you should wait til dinner! We brought them to Tanjung Tualang for dinner! Can you imagine that? Two long journeys just for food the entire day. The food there is great! I mean, look at the size of the prawns! It's even bigger than the last time I brought my family.

We sat there til the shop was closing before leaving the place. Today is really a ~~sinful~~ Seafood day for us!

Outing with Yuki

2010-05-26T20:29:00.000+07:00

Parents had to go to the lawyer's office to collect some documents. So, lunch was at old town. The place is really old now, but the food stays the same, DELICIOUS!

Had nothing to do after, so I went out with Yuki to run some errands with her. First, we went to Taiko's new houses and I got to explore around. The house is so interesting and nice!

This car has been running around in Ipoh and I spotted it there. ~~What does this car plate number remind you of?~~

Then, we went to Ipoh Parade because we were just bored. We went to look around for a while, at the same time have lunch.

After, Yuki sent me home.

Pizza hut special delivery

2010-05-24T20:28:00.001+07:00

The only thing special about today is our dinner. I ordered Pizza Hut delivery to my house. Last time, it would take hours for my food to arrive at my old house. Here, it took less than half an hour! Woohoo! I bought the food with a coupon that Astro provided us and the meal wasn't that expensive.

Seriously let me tell you something, I just realized today, 3 regular pizzas are too much for 4 people to finish! LOL! This shows how little I know of Pizza hut and how seldom I eat Pizza.

Karoake night

2010-05-21T20:25:00.000+07:00

B took me to Jusco to have a Karaoke night with his friends. It was fun having so many people there. However, Karaoke isn't really my thing. Why? To me, I rather stay home and listen to the music and sing along for free than to pay just to sing some songs. Not forgetting, after a night of Karaoke, I always end up with a sore throat or even a "sexy" voice overstraining my voice box and also shouting over the loud music to chat with friends.

My B, Ken and Tracy.

I kind of like the decorations there

Hong's girlfriend, Desmond, Nick, Ah Hong, Me and Tracy. I was really cold, so that explained the blanket.

Yes, if you are wondering, I did bring the blanket from home.

Have you ever seen people squatting on the floor to sing? Let me present to you, Jimmy, the second hand car dealer.

The 3 devils of the night? So happen they were wearing red mah.

And of course, it's me! I am still not used to my hair style. I miss my long hair...

We only headed home around 1 something. It was a really long night at K box. My B didn't even have a proper dinner. Poor thing. Had fun!

I am getting sick! Short hair once again!

2010-05-19T20:24:00.000+07:00

After teaching my morning student today, I drove off to Florence Team to have my hair much layered...

Then, had my pedicure and nails done before I headed to my Beeba's clinic because my flu was getting worse. Had no choice than go there and wait in the queue for my turn to get some medications. Hopefully it won't get worse some more...

Bestie and I at Jusco for HOURS

2010-05-16T20:23:00.000+07:00

Bestie came to pick me up today at 1pm, headed to Jusco and had lunch at Johnny's, a place I have never experienced eating before. It was steamboat and alla carte. The food was not so great, but still edible.

A lot for us two huh? True enough, we couldn't finish up the fried rice...

Had some shopping and bought some stuff. Bought a pair of jeans from Padini at the price of RM83. They were having 30% for all bottoms and 50% for tops. I needed a pair of jeans desperately.

It took us such a long time to shop that at the blink of an eye, it was already 4 hours spent there! WOW! Before heading home, we headed to the drive thru to buy some nuggets. We thought of having a milkshake but of all places and time, they decided to wash their fridge and all ice-creams, milkshakes are not available. Smart asses.

Chanelle came in to sit at the new house for a while before heading home herself.

HAD BUBBLE BATH!! LOVES LEHH!!!

Goodbye house. We will miss you

2010-05-13T20:22:00.000+07:00

B bought me breakfast in the morning because I didn't have a car to use. Love breakfast!

Today's the day we officially surrender our house to the new buyer. Goodbye old home...

Early in the morning, I packed a little stuff and relaxed most of the time. Asked Thum to come from her house nearby to accompany me to kill time. Still can't imagine myself missing J Card day for the first time. Regrets...

Then, drove Thum, gf, mom to the old home to take some picture of it as memories... Take a look from my photobucket album!

Goodbye humble old home. I will miss you dearly.

Whole day of packing

2010-05-12T20:20:00.000+07:00

My morning class student wasn't free today so I had more time to clean up my room and pack up some stuff. Before heading to the new house to pack, I took pictures in my room for the last time.

In the afternoon, I had to go to TM point to change the address and particulars for our phone line and also Streamyx. It was then that I realized my Asimo's leg is gone. SH*T!

B bought dinner for us all and brought it to the new house. He picked me up from Meema's place before heading to my new home. I dropped my car at Meema's so that it had some shelter and also some protection instead of just being in the open ourside my new home. We will be staying there starting from today by the way...

My new room is in a mess!

2010-05-10T20:19:00.000+07:00

Taught in the evening today. Before that, I packed a little more. Time is running short... This time, I packed at the new home!!!

After, I headed back to the old home to teach some students. My two sisterly students really do make my day all the time. They are indeed the most interesting kids ever.

Goodbye humble old home

2010-05-09T20:18:00.001+07:00

If you haven't known yet, I am moving to a new place, but still remaining in Ipoh. Let me show you a sneak preview of my ~~old torn down~~ humble new home.

Yeah, as you can see, it's still under construction. As I have mentioned, just a sneak preview... Hehe...

Those above are mine BTW. LOL

My kitchen

My father's room

My brother's room

Sister's room isn't done yet...

For today, I actually took pictures of my room. I will surely miss my wall...

My bestie's drawing of herself. Till now she is still my bestie. She drew this in 2005! Can you imagine? From next week on after moving into the new house, I will no longer be waking up to her face on my wall. Haha.

Combination of sister, besties and my writings.

MONEY! Sharp right?

Advise lah...

Used to be 3 names there...

Joyce's advise

Same as above

Besties!!!

LOVE NEVER FAILS!

Yeah, that's about all of my room.

Dad left a scar on my car today...

To make me feel better, my student bought me s cake from Secret Recipe! Yum!

Packing stuff day

2010-05-08T20:15:00.001+07:00

Bought KFC for dinner for the family. They have been working so hard for the new house and the moving and such...

Yoke Kuan came to the house later on and helped me with some clearing and packing of stuff. More to her camwhoring session...

Iron Man 2!!! PMS breakdown

2010-05-05T20:13:00.000+07:00

Since my student had cancelled classes with me FOR GOOD, I am glad to have the whole Wednesday afternoon to myself once again.

After teaching my morning student, I didn't even buy lunch home. I drove back home empty handed and started clearing things out of my brother's room. I have loads of stuff in his room which I didn't realize. I packed up almost 3 big boxes of my stuff from his room and then to the shoe cupboard outside.

I threw so many pairs of broken and worn out shoes and still have more than 10 pairs boxed up. I guess I should say 20 pairs instead of 10. I didn't feel hungry at all so I didn't think of eating until I called Yoke Kuan out of the blue of clearing up, and she so happened to be at Marrybrown. I asked her to buy me some food ~~just so in case I get hungry finally~~. Thank God she brought the food over to my place ~~just when my stomach was growling and my hands were shaking.~~ They were laughing about us moving all the plants and stuff with tractors outside. Weird...

Just when I was having so much fun throwing out my old shoes, my PMS broke out. ~~Yeah, I know that by the way I said that it sounded like my water broke~~. Didn't have the mood to continue the clearing up and just let it be, relaxed and watched some TV instead on the couch. I nearly fell asleep also. Did I mention? Altogether I have cleaned up to almost 6 hours non stop!

B picked me up around 6.30pm, took me to Jusco again to eat dinner and a movie later on. We ate at the same place as yesterday, ordering different stuff to eat. B was falling asleep while our food pended. A candid shot... HEHE Dun tell him hor!

Then, it was shopping time at Padini. Both of us bought a polo T from there because 2 for RM69. B insisted that I chose one, so I did. Didn't really feel like having it at first, but then again, he don''t get to buy much clothes and have not bought anything for me for a long time... ~~Not that long lah actually...~~

Walked around a little bit more and bought ourselves some Ice Cream from Baskin Robbins! Buy one scoop and get the second free! Why? Because it is pink Wednesday! Just have anything pink on you and you will be awarded with an extra scoop of ice-cream!

Not long after, it was time to head to the cinema. This time, it's Iron Man 2! Yeah! Two movies, two days in a row, both episodes 2! Should buy lottery number huh?

Came home almost about 12am. There was a big accident near the Politeknic school. Didn't bother going down to look, which was B's idea.

IP Man 2

2010-05-04T20:10:00.001+07:00

Yeah! It's Ip Man 2 Night! Let's not talk about work for today because there's just nothing to talk about.

B picked me up at 7.30pm with his parents at the back seat. Yes, they are joining us for the show. It was a damn cheap show to me because I had 2 free tickets and bought 2 female tickets only for RM14. I think I mentioned this in the earlier post right? Hehe.

Had dinner with B at Food and Tea. The food wasn't that bad. We took the set. Very worth the money.

The show Ip Man 2 is funnier in this episode. Very much hilarious. The guy who blinks his eyes a lot looked very gay to me. There were so many funny parts that I couldn't stop laughing about.

Tuck Kee dinner

2010-05-03T20:09:00.000+07:00

Worked in the day at home. My two sisters students are really TALKATIVE. And also not to forget FUNNY. Funny as in they keep laughing. I made a video of them also laughing and such... I shall upload it soon...

At night, I went to dinner with mom and dad at Tuck Kee noodle shop few doors away from Lou Wong Nga Choi Kai.

PC FAIR and B's mothers day dinner

2010-05-02T20:09:00.000+07:00

Went to PC Fair in the morning and got myself some stuff! Bought a camera for brother, RM499 with 8GB, Lumix 12.1 megapixels. Got a special price for my camera battery, a spare one, for only RM69. Bought a 500GB Hard drive for only RM2xx to keep all my pictures. You know me, I have tons of photos... Will it last me for a lifetime? I guess not... Had some free stuff also.

Left the place, then had dinner at Tanjung Tualang again with B and his family this time... Pictures here!

Honda Charity Event!

2010-05-01T20:06:00.002+07:00

As you know. It's Labour's day! No work for today! Woohoo! But then, I still had to wake up at 10am because of the noise my sister and Ryan produced. It was near to impossible for me to go back to sleep. Therefore, I woke up, went downstairs to sit for a while before heading off to Honda! There is a Charity event going on. 350 bikers will be there with their bikes! Pictures pictures!!!

Then, there was a clown! I insisted he made me a pig after he gave me a poodle... hehe...

Stayed there from 11am til 5pm! YEAH! Was having a fun time KACAUing all the salesmen, my B, the MC... LOL! Best of all, I got to sit in the Type R and Freed also! That's because I waited for it and for everyone to return home. HEHE...

Got home, showered, rest a while before B came along to pick me to join us ALL for dinner. ALL means my family, all their dates, Yi Poh, Popo and Aunty Tai Mooi. We headed to Tanjung Tualang to eat. Good food I tell you.

We had so much to eat! I didn't take all pictures as I was just too busy eating. Hehe. We had 17 prawns, those dishes on the table, 2 fishes, Man Tou, Crab... 2 plates of vege... WOW!!! Bill? RM4xx!!! 12 of us by the way.

Went home after, got so tired and slept shortly.

Errands and shopping

2010-04-29T14:12:00.000+07:00

It's the fifth week today and tomorrow. It's a holiday for today but not for tomorrow as tomorrow I have to give replacement classes. Woke up at 10am, drove out to Jusco after getting ready. Why did I head there so early? To buy some movie tickets. As you know, IP Man and Iron Man are out in cinemas right now. I bought Iron Man tickets for Wednesday online last night due to the lack of seats left. Thank goodness IP Man had quite a lot left when I arrived Jusco. I used two of my free coupons to buy two men seats (for B and his dad) and bought two female tickets (me and B's mom). RM14 in total for IP Man and RM15 for Iron Man! So cheap for 6 tickets! ~~RM29 Divided by 6 = RM 4.83 each?~~

Walked to the new Popular. It looks so neat and cool. However as I entered the stationaries section, it was a mess. Not only were the things not properly and fully itemized and on the rack, the highest rack was impossible to be looked at. I didn't even know what was placed on top of each top rack due to it's height. It's quite stupid honestly.

Mom called me shortly and told me she'd pick me up right away because we have to search for bathroom tap for my bath tub. That took us almost an hour. Then, to lunch at a famous chicken rice shop near Sam Tet. After dropping me off at Jusco, I bought some more stuff from the supermarket and Popular book store before driving to the shop. It was errands with my brother this time.

Had to take my brother to the police station, post office, then back to the shop for a while until the person at the insurance panel is free to attend to us. Took brother to the panel workshop at 4.30pm, then only did we head home. We saw many badly destroyed cars from accidents. At least we don't feel that bad no more about our car. Small world, Taikor knows the guy who we were supposed to meet. Should make things easier I guess?

A day filled with complaints

2010-04-28T14:13:00.000+07:00

I finally let out on my student in the afternoon. He is such a brat which wants things his way. His mom was there too. Perhaps she didn't like me scolding her precious son, therefore told me her son wouldn't be coming for class anymore. You know what? Losing a student to me is heartache as nobody loves losing cash. However, this student is different. I don't need a spoilt brat attending my class. Neither do I need to take his "SEE? SEE?" attitude. He's such an annoying brat!

At night, I took my parents to dinner at Kampar Lou She Fun. Picked up the Indonesian worker later to our new house to "jaga". No choice. There's just too much things to steal at the house. Without him staying there to look after the house, perhaps everything will be gone by the time the contractors get there.

Taikor got into an accident. His pink car got banged by some Mat Rempits. Terrible people! I guess that person in the motorbike was badly injured also! Not forgetting the motorbike's condition! Why would I know that? Just look at the picture of my brother's car! It's so badly damaged!

On the insurance side, we have to claim our own insurance. Why? Because that damn rempit left before the police came. They practically dragged the motorbike away even! I guess they "身有粪" ~~or in English translated is body got shit.~~ Either the motorbike was a stolen vehicle, the mat rempits have no road tax, no licence or SOMETHING. God knows what.

Cool expensive car!

2010-04-26T14:14:00.000+07:00

Mom woke me up at 11am today. Had to take her to run some errands again. We are all so busy with errands because of the new house and all. Who knew it takes so much work to move to another house?

Met up with Beeba, Andrew and Jacky for lunch at MunCheong in town. Andrew and Jacky were almost an hour late because they took a wrong lane and headed to Kuala Kangsar instead of turning into Ipoh junction. The meal was good. I only took pictures of a few dishes as I was already too hungry.

Then, we drove to Bercham to see an antique piano in Yi Pak's workshop. I drove home afterwards as I had classes to attend to.

Dinner was also with Jacky and Andrew, together with mom, dad and Aunty Josephine. We ate at Bercham. Nice good food. Took only a photo or two again.

After dinner, we all went to Aunty Ling Li's house for a chat. We stayed there til 11.30pm before heading back. Andrew drove a nice car this trip also! It's so expensive! The last trip, it was the yellow Lotus. Now? Take a look! I LOVE THE LIGHTS!

Can you imagine? It's actually original and not modified!

Back from Camerons

2010-04-25T14:19:00.000+07:00

We all got out of our beds at 11.30am. So late. We packed our stuff, got all washed up and ate breakfast downstairs at Uncle Chow's.

Next stop was at the new Chocolate shop on the way down.

We didn't have time to have a drink because both B and I were in a hurry for work. I had to replace a class for Su Yenn and he has an appointment with a customer.

The way down was fun. Overtaking all that slow cars and buses ahead.

After teaching Su Yenn, I drove mom and dad to Tuck KEe was dinner. We had noodles instead of rice this time. The food was GOOD! Not very cheap though.

Nothing much to report about...