another day goes by

Yet, it's another day gone passed. He didn't call me at all for the moment. Let me tell you this, I think he has left everything behind. Even easier than I am doing. He is acting like nothing has happened. I guess he even thinks that we have never met before. I am starting to let go with my heart. Now all I have to do is get myself back my old figure, and feel good about myself. As soon as I feel good about myself, my confidence will be back and I will start to love myself better. As the old saying, You will learn to love others when you learn how to love yourself. Right? I nearly ate Twisties last night as I was feeling a little hungry... HEHE... BUT I GOT OVER IT!

Friday night, I only slept for 4 hours. Then Saturday with 12 hours. Sunday, it was back to 4 hours and last night to 11 hours. Damn! Insomnia is killing me! I keep thinking about him once in a while. What the hell! But it's not good thoughts... It's about what I assume he is thinking, assume what he will be doing in the future... I wake up sometimes feeling sorry for him and sometimes laughing at it. 

One thing I do every morning in the toilet nowadays. I keep telling myself as I look in the mirror, that I will live better in chinese. 我会好好好过。 I know the lyrics to the song I know is not suitable to my condition, but I think those few words I typed up there means a lot. I WILL LIVE TO THE FULLEST!

Life must go on. Love doesn't stop at one.

The most interesting thing that happened today was the workout. I headed to D1 Dance studio at 7pm, had Street Jazz classes from Yumiko before having an extreme workout with SZ as he led us into Hip Hop Aerobics. YES! AEROBICS! Something I have always thought "never will I go there". But yeah. It was extreme! Half an hour non-stop of jumping around with arms and all. It's been a long time since my shirt had sweat all over from my body. I know it's a little disgusting the way I describes it as... But yeah...

Came home hoping to have a great sleep... but???

Stay tuned to next post...